Growing up as a child, a father is there to teach you, help you grow, and provide a male roll model for you. My Daddy does the same, plus some.
This past weekend I finally met my Daddy in person after months of chatting and Skypeing. We’d been following each other on Twitter for a while, but it wasn’t until around the time I was competing for Gulf Coast Leather Sir that we really started talking, as he’d offered to help with the contest. At some point there, I started calling him “Daddy”, but I wouldn’t allow him to call me “boy”. I think it frustrated him, but it also mean a lot more when I finally let him call me “boy”. I was being a little too headstrong, but it also took me some time to get used to the idea of where our relationship was going.
What originally drew me to be interested in subbing for my Daddy was his expert skills with bondage. Bondage is the one area I feel a strong desire to sub for. Letting Daddy restrain me allows me to give him control and let me escape to a place where I can feel safe with him. It was finally nice to be able to experience it in person this weekend rather than just imagining it. He even taught me some rope work.
There’s only every been about 5% of me that’s wanted to sub, and my subbing interests is a very small list. My Daddy, allows me to explore this in a safe, caring and comfortable fashion. I always knew too, my Daddy would have to be someone that I approached. When people come on strong and try to dominate me, it puts me in an extremely hostile mood and then they’ll never get me. Every sub has the power, and I let my Daddy have me. With time, I’m hoping he’ll bring me lots of places I haven’t gone and maybe never even thought I’d see.